So, tomorrow is the day. Ya know, the one where I can test...eek! I get so excited, so nervous, so scared. Then in a matter of seconds my heart will break, again, or I will see two little pink lines that mean another miracle has happened. What will it be tomorrow?!
I don't know if I should say this or not, I don't want to jinx anything ;) But I have the slightest feeling that it may have worked this last cycle. Did I say how many trips I make to the bathroom lately? Oh my! There have been a few times where I "think" I have noticed some extra pressure, there. I also think that being in my situation and knowing that I might be pregnant could play mind games with me. Before I tested the cycle that I got pregnant with, Nolan, my you know whats hurt...bad. This time? They don't?! My sister keeps telling me she did not hurt this second pregnancy but she did with Kirsten. Speaking of Kirsten, my adorable niece, came to visit me at work today. My mom watches her a couple of days a week so they came to my office for a little coffee break this morning. Ahh... I LOVE how excited she gets when she sees me. Totally melts me...totally. When they left you should have seen the long face she had when she realized I wasn't going with them. If testing tomorrow morning does not go the way I want, at lease I know I get to have lunch with her tomorrow. I can't not be happy around her, she is one of the BEST things in my life!
Sooo...if you don't mind adding me to your prayers tonight, I would appreciate it!
Today is our nephew, Lane's 2nd birthday. He is Clint's youngest brothers little boy. We are going to their house tonight to celebrate. I'm sure it will be fun and it will make the night go by fast - no staring at the box of tests that are waiting for me in the morning!
Because he is the birthday boy and sooo cute...here is a picture of Uncle Clint and Lane. Not the greatest picture but it will do!
I'm dying to know the results!!!!
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